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With Love Mardiana Ahmad: October 2011

Sunday, October 30, 2011

Cinta Harus Memiliki

Sejauh ku berlari
Meninggalkan dirimu
Masih bayangmu yang menawan

Sekuat ku mencoba
Melupakanmu kasih
Lalu Mengapa ku tak sanggup

Adakah waktu tak berpihak
Atau memang sudah jalannya
Untuk kita terpisah
Selamanya

Ku tak percaya kita
Cinta tak harus memiliki
Lalu mengapa?
Hati terasa sakit

Sekeras ku berfikir
Mencari alasannya
Semakin jauh ku terluka

Adakah waktu tak berpihak
Atau memang sudah jalannya
Untuk kita terpisah
Ku tak percaya kita
Terpisah karena berbeda
Ku cuma berdiri kaku hampa
Kau didakap mesra si dia
Semuanya pudar tak bermaya

Kau tinggalkanku memujamu
Ibarat suria hilang cahaya

Dan kau kembali cuba merawat hati
Ku bingung dikau kah atau aku yang kecewa
Meraih simpati
Apa yang mengaburi tafsiranmu
Cintaku atau batas kebebasanmu itu
Takkan ku ulangi

Dan kau kembali cuba merawat hati
Ku bingung dikau kah atau aku yang kecewa
Meraih simpati
Apa yang mengaburi tafsiranmu
Cintaku atau batas kebebasanmu itu
Takkan ku ulangi




Anuar Zain – Cinta Harus Memiliki Lirik

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Saturday, October 29, 2011

So Long

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She leaving in tears.....

After 27 years dis is da first time dat she will face da world on her own n of coz with her hubby standing right beside her . I called her "Sis" as I rili respect her as she always be there 4 me...listen to my problems....advice me with her words... calmed me down when I felt to kill people n of coz she older than me.. She put me in her lists of important relatives....she will called me when she had sumting to share about her daily activities...shared her life as a young mother....shared da development of her 1st child...etc

But from now on she will be far away from me....far from her family...far from her land Malaysia...as she had to follow her hubby to continue his study abroad. I 'm quite sad after she told me about it...but it will be a new chapter in her life plus I'm nobody to stop her from leaving. The same time she told me about the sad news...she make me smile and happy as she told me dat she having her 2nd child...Alhamdullilah...I just hope dat her children will keep her busy beside having "home sick" syndrome.

Seriously I can tell dat she rili want to stay her...but now she having family n she has a duty to fulfill for her marriage for almost 3years.Sis, I pary dat dis distance will not pulled us apart although with ur busy routine as well as to adapt with her new environment. I dun think dat she will faced problem in adjusting her life with her new surrounding as she is a friendly lady...If I can recalled how I get closed with her....Its was so funny....

One day I went to her house.... after get to know all of her siblings (girls)...we decided to go hang out sumwhere...n after an hour of talking in da car she breaking da silent n said to me " U ckap laju sgt...n sum of ur words I x pham..." Then we laughed hard., I mean I laughed HARD..Ok....No wonder she didn't say a word.... But as time goes by...she can catch-up with my speed of talking...errrmmmm...not bad.
The rest of da stories will reminded in my heart...I rili valued da moment I spent with her....

--------------KKIA...at first she still can laughed n smile...but da moment her flight was announced...I saw she in tears...she hugged all of her family members.... then She hugged me...I rili can felt da love da moment she hug me....da love dat is so strong from her.

Sis, no matter where u r.....in my heart where I keep u....

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Sunday, October 23, 2011

All About Him

Lately my mind cannot focus on my study, as I really missing my youngest brother, Rani. Evey time I called him in da morning as I'm driving to campus n b4 he went to school,  my heart melted as he will ended da conversation with "Love Kakak Dina". My eyes are in a heavy tears along da way to reach campus, rite after talking to him. ...


*If you love someone more then anything, then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart.





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Thursday, October 13, 2011

Research mood....

For the 2nd time in my life, I willl prepared my research but dis time around da duration to make it is 1year. My partner in crime is cik Fify and dis is da first time dat I'll be in 1team with her...



Our research is all about the public sector transformation process. At the very beginning, we have came out with a list of titles dat we want to do for the research along with the guide from Mdm Dyg to decide & select one suitable title. To select a title must be done carefully as the research will be with us for da next 365 days...

Till then wish me n my partner a smooth and easy journey ahead...yaaaa... *_*

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