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With Love Mardiana Ahmad: 14.01.2010.....It's Been A Year....

Thursday, January 28, 2010

14.01.2010.....It's Been A Year....

14th Jan. 2009 was my first time wearing Hijab or tudung seriously. For me it's about time to make a change plus it's for my own good also. Thousand of questions pop-up before I decided to wear Hijab; can I stand it? How long it will last? How strong my-self to fight for it?



 


 


But my heart just can't stop saying that, this time around the hijab will be forever as I used to wear it during secondary school....last time I used to wear it and sometimes not.

I've read some books and articles discussing about the reward and disfavors that someone might get in the end of the day. I used to received articles about it from a friend of mine, and this person so kind to help me along the way...thank you so much.

Some people said that if you wearing hijab there are certain things or activities that will restrict the movement or also the actions. For example in sports, but I personally think that it's not just a good reason. I used to join taekwondo and have no problems to wear hijab yet enjoying my time with the activity.

But after sometimes I feel comfortable wearing it, and I guess this is it...I'm gonna wear it for the rest of my life. Beside that a lot of thing need to be improve like in Islam, the second pillars is prayer which need to be performed five times a day. I think I'm alder enough to take it seriously.

Well, lot need to be improved from now on, again it's just a matter of time for me to make it happen. But I'm not sure if I can do less talking in the future, because I can't help it....hehehe...InsyaAllah I'll give my best.Temptations is one of da thing which need to be concentrate. It will always be around and be one of the reason for me to FAIL in my process to change and improve.

Rili hope dat I will faced it in calm....

Thank You Allah for a great first year wearing hijab....

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