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With Love Mardiana Ahmad: August 2010

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Tunang tidak solat!

" Diane, U tau kn I dah tunang, budi perkertinya baik, suka membantu, serta mempunyai hubungan yg baik dgn ahli keluarga dan semua org. Tapi kan Diane he only bersembahyang Jumaat dan hari raya sahaja."... ...

That it was some part of my conversation with one of my fren, as she told me few weeks ago. Seriously speak,I kind of shocked with what I just heard from her. Her fiance is 8years older than her, and for me he should be able to know that solat such an important activity to be done daily. Now my fren one and only wish dat her fiance will changed. Da question is when will he changed??? They will be marry end of dis year and still dat guy failed to perform five times a day solat. She oridy talked about it with him and there is no serious action taken by him to change. 

Sekarang ni, kawan I ni sangat bimbang adakan tunang dia ni boleh bw peranan sbg husband yg baik kpd dia? Patut ka dia minta pertolongan org tuk nasihatkn tunag dia ni..Boleh ka diaa hidup dgn org mcm ni??? I feel sori for her as she rili love dis guy but one thing dat she rili hope n pray dat her fiance will changed. 
There is nothing I can tell her dat time beside listen to her problem. Then sumthing popped up in my head " sudah tua pun tia mo sembahyang ka lg...?" Aiyo... Ini lah manusia yg kurang peka terhadap tanggungjawab di hari kemudiaan. 


It's not to late for those yg mahu berubah, I think ni semua dr diri sendiri juga la. If ada Ulama dr Saudi Arabian pun jy dtg kasi bimbingan pun tia guna coz hati masi keras lg mo berubah n melakukan perubahan. I  think tunang kwn I ni bukan la kes luar biasa, ramai lelaki skg ni yg sgt sibuk p sembahyang Jumaat n Hari Raya but sembahyang yg fardu di abaikan, come on la kamu tu akan jadi ketua keluarga one day, and sembahyang tu amatlah dituntut. Please la berubah, ramai perempuan diluar tu yg memerlukan bakal husband yg boleh diharapkan dlm serba-serbi aspek kehidupan. Institusi kekeluargaan tu amat lemah if ketua nya lemah dlm aspek kerohanian mcm ni.

For my fren, masi sempat lg tu dia berubah, try ask org yg berpengalaman on how to deal with ur situation. It's gud to know dat u looked at dis matter as a serious one. Mimang la kawin tu hal besar dlm kehidupan seorg wanita n I sgt bangga bila u amat concerned tentang hal solat tunang U. Sempena bulan baik ni...byk kn la berdoa InsyaAllah hati tunang U tu mudah terima teguran n cepat berubah. Mudah2an semuanya will be OK..

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ooohh....not AGAIN????!!

It happens right in-front me. How can She said that to him? Aiyo gurl...what happened? You've put him in da same situation like u done to him last time at da same place. I dun knw how to describe his expression dat time, he rili looked confused...aiyo kasian him... 

For her there's nothing wrong with dat. It rili cleared dat he's not used to deal with da situation...,hey correction this was his 2nd time la...so why still with his same expression as da 1st time??? erm....

What happened to him rili showed to me dat not everyone can deal with openness dat came from some1. I feel sori for him as what she had done to him was sumthing dat he's not ready to find out. I just like her style and her afford in doing dat thing she like...be honest.

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Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Kenapa Mudah Patah Semangat???

Nowadays ramai diantara kita yg menanam cita2 yg tinggi, didlm kehidupan seharian serta di akhirat kelak. Tapi sangat ketara bila mana apa yg dihajati tu belum kunjung tiba. Lebih teruk lg ada juga yg membiarkan hajat tu "tergantung" dan terus berpatah hati.

Ada beberapa sebab napa ramai sangat yg mudah patah semangat:

  1. Kurangnya motivasi diri sendiri
  2. Sentiasa berfikiran negatif
  3. Tiada sokongan moral
  4. Terlalu menaruh harapan yg tinggi
  5. Gagal terima musibah dgn reda
petikan dari Dato Dr Fadzilah Kamsah

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Ungu - Dilema Cinta (Super HQ Audio/Video)

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Sunday, August 22, 2010

Yue Liang Dai Biao Wo De Xin , (The Moon Represents My Heart)








* ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen
Wo ai ni you ji fen

Wo de qing ye zhen
Wo de ai ye zhen
Yue liang dai biao wo de xin

(Repeat *)
Wo de qing bu yi
Wo de ai bu bian
Yue liang dai biao wo de xin

** qing qing de yi ge wen
Yi jin da dong wo de xin
Shen shen de yi duan qing
Jiao wo si nian dao ru jin

(Repeat *)

*** ni qu xiang yi xiang
Ni qu kan yi kan
Yue liang dai biao wo de xin
:Teresa Teng

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Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Time Management

On Monday.....16th August

I have to attend morning claz at 8am everyday... So all dis while I akan make sure dat I akan keluar dr rumah around 6.40am and by 7.25-7.30am I should reached my claz oridy, as I rili hate to stuck in a traffic congestion. But what happened to me last Monday, rili put me in da big question mark... I hate to be late to attend my claz ,plus if I dtg awal boleh park my car di tempat yg strategik.. :) , I've good record for my attendance all dis while coz I know how to manage my time so far..(wow *_*...). I rili don't like to be late coz I can't imagine to knock da door in da middle of lecture n disturbed other frenz concentration. Foe me as we grow older we need to be matured and should know how to manage da time.

I can't believe dat at 7.25am I still somewhere in Petagas, usually if I left home at 6.40am....at 7.25 I oridy reached my claz. At 8.10am I just reached Sembulan. Then my fren sms me n told me dat our lecture oridy entered da claz. Monday my morning claz with Prof Mat Zin Mat Kib, for Malaysia Premiership Studies. He got his own style to handle his students who came late, right after he entered da claz, he will locked da door. If da students came late 5-10munites I think he still consider them to enter his claz. I reaches students parking area around 8.30am, I so takut if Prof Mat Zin will not let me enter his claz. Then I sms my fren n asked if his in a good mood??? ya la mana tau sudah ada students yg make him angry early inn da morning who came late??? But my fren told me dat there was a group of students who just entered da claz and he opened da door when the students knocked on it.

So I just kasi berani myself to reach in front of my claz door...and knocked on it, then he opende da door n said " Kenapa awak boleh lambat ni??, kalau lambat 30minit tak apa, ni U lambat 45minit, ? I told him dat I leaved early but da heavy traffic rili beyond my control. As dis was my 1st time to be late he allowed me to enter his claz. Ohhhh...wat a relief in my heart.

Masuk kelas 1st time sebagai org lambat rili bikin malu o, never in my life to be part of muka-muka lambat masuk kelas... After dis I should think to go out early than 6.40am... 

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Monday, August 16, 2010

She's said, She's Trying

 You & I.... ( A story  about Him and Her...)

Should it be? Or it's all was wrong from da beginning?

But there is no ending without  starting. There is no laughing without tears....

...She said it's OK, dat she will managed along da way. She's tried to stay but she had it enough. She realized dat He's way too good for her, dat they will not make it. But kan why he don't see what she can see at dat very moment. He ignored it and even said in a relationship there should be, must be and will always be a DIFFERENCES between two different people.

Pada mulanya, differences makes them even closer, and both just being themselves not more or less. He such a shy person, humble, RELIGIOUS, sangat penyabar, and he always had the answers for her sometimes silly and "intelligence"  questions. She never be leave without any possible answers dat he will combined with the Science and not for get the religion based. He always be the biggest supporter to her, always....always...and forever.

They were together but its hard to feel each other, one of da thing dat make her rili in hurt as he never...never ...never said .....what she mean for him.... Action was there but, come on la ...let her know... She only can see dat she so important to U. But it's not enough....and yes da world is not enough....(aisehhhhh)

It wont be long, as she was soooo sure dat there will be a day to end all dis. Time anad yes time da main factor here.Walking as far as dis will make sum1 stay and end it as planned but it's been a long journey oridi. When sum1 had it enough nothing can stopped it. Not even da people who will turned and back-up everything for U.

Yeap...she rili pray dat sum1 like U will appear in her life, and it was U. That rili sent her to paradise when da journey had been for almost what? 8 years?8 1/2 years??? Wow long journey huh??? But end up nothing? She's will be sad of coz la, it's a long relationship bah. Siapa tia mau good ending?? Good ending is every body dream, but people U need to be realistic, Islam juga mensyariatkan supaya kita berpasangan dgn yg seKufu. Sekufu  sini bermaksud Jodoh yang sekufu, adalah sesuatu yang cliche. Ramai yang berkata2 tentang jodoh sekufu dan ini memang benar kerana telah dijelaskan dalam hadis Rasulullah SAW berbunyi “Tiada perkahwinan seorang anak perempuan kecuali dengan wali, dan tiada perkahwinan seorang wanita kecuali dengan lelaki yang sekufu dengannya”.

When she said dis and dat U think dat she's not serious, U pikir dia main2 ja....na ni kali la juga she' rili determine to move on and let passed be past. 

One thing dat make da relationship alive till today are the family.... She used to mingled with da family so easy...supposed she leave the family easily. She stuck  right now as she rili missed all of it; da memories, da joked, da advised and all of da talked. She was so thankful to have no problem to mingle with da gurls. Well of coz there was an up's and down along da way, but they learn along the way to take her as she are. All of his Sisters n Ummi are very kind, dun know if she will meet other family like dat.  

She's trying to be strong, so dat she will not keep thinking of U, so dat there will be no tears, no pain, no emotion dat will be drawn into dat path of life. Wished it never happened, but we need to let go. 

She missed U much, but there are things dat are more important beside thinking about what they had dreamed and wished will happened. 

She's decided dat she will "washed" Him away from her life....but she admitted dat it quite impossible, yet she is still trying. Everyday she will try her best not to think about U. But is it enough??? When Ur beloved Ummi n Sisters will be a there to talk to her, . They will make da feelings grow and alive, (aiyo susah ni oooooo)
Syukur la, she had all of her family n friends to keep her real. Some people will loss some of their based in life but she rili manage it so well. Not even some1 can tell how much pain dat she carried, how much tears had accompany her. But it's all OK bah, better she's crying now, she can keep busy with all of her work and stuff, friends to laugh with and family to get da comfort. 

I don't think dat she ever get da problem as other people said to be the symptoms such as " mandi x bash, makan x kenyang" all of dis are rubbish according to her... It's end so what's da point not to eat...or even hurt yourself?  No way...She will do dat. She's very optimist right now...very positive and had found half of her dream, and now another small stage to reach where she want to be. 

No matter what she will do in her life she will be smile and proud dat He used to walk next to her in the journey of love.... the journey of life assist them to be who they are. In love, life as an individual towards family and our love ones. Responsibilities to the religion has improve, thanks for his guidance, trust me people she rili appreciate it.

Yeap ......she's trying to keep herself together, as it rili important not to lost it. Yes she's trying harder...trying harder to what she want to be. 

This life we oridy decided where to go, with who, how it possible and a big question of why????
Why she;s started it? why she ended it? why she failed not to think about him?? Where she got all da courage to let it be??

I'll pray dat she will be orite,.....







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Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Turn Back Time






Give me time to reason, give me time to think it through.Passing through the season, where I cheated you
I will always have a cross to wear, but the bolt reminds me I was there So give me strength, to face this test tonight.If only I could turn back time, If only I had saved what I still had If only I could turn back time, I would stay for the night... for the night.Claim your right to science, Claim your right to see the truth .
Though my pangs of conscience, Will drill a hole in you I've seen it coming like a thief in the night, I've seen it coming from the flesh of your light ,So give me strength, to face this test tonight .If only I could turn back time, if only I had saved what I still had if only I could turn back time, I would stay. The bolt reminds me I was there,the bolt reminds me I was there.



:By Aqua

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Aiyo...RM60 mcm mana????

Cerita ni pasal 3 sekwn yg bernama Madu, JukiStep dan Love. At first JukiStep & Love mimang sudah planned mo keluar selepas kelas berakhir dlm 12pm....dengan gagahnya mereka ber2 menunggu bas selama 1jam. Mcm besa CP menjadi tempat sasaran...hahahha... When both of them reached CP as usuall they decided to watch movie (kira penyakit juga la...ni...if sampai CP musti p watch movie).

Right after da movie durang dua ni pun bertembung la dgn 1org lg kwn sekelas yg bernama cMadu, dat time cMadu keluar dgn Bfnya la. Pas tu cMadu told her bf tuk tidak mhantar dia ke asrama coz dia dah ada kwn tuk balik naik bas. So her Bf pun p pulang la. Bila 3sekwn ni dah berjumpa, dan masa akhir sebelum bas terakhir bertolak sekita jam 7pm 3orng ni pun pusing2 Cp lg la, p tinguk2 pa yg patut.

Sekali tu jam udah pukul 7.40pm for sure la teda bas lg tuk balik p asrama. Since kuliah bisuknya pun start at 10am cMadu came up with her idea "Po, kita stay out ja la...enda sempat udah ni lau mo p tggu bas,bisuk pagi ja kita masuk asrama,Mcm?" JukiStep pun bersuara," bah sa mana ja ni..hihihi"...u Love mcm? Love said" mana juga kita mo stay out ni? berapa juga mo dibayar?  And Madu said" Kita stay d Malar Hotel la, time aku lambat dulu sama durang kwn2 lain pun aku pernah stay sana, RM90 ja 1mlm." Ok ka?

Denagn yakin tahap Dewa c Love pun bersuara.." nah, ngam la itu kita kan 3orng, so 1kepala kasi RM10 ja la...". Ok jom I on ja ni...bilang cLove. Untuk dpanjangkan cerita, cMadu ni kira pandai bab2 mengira ni....telah berada dlm keadaan senyap tuk beberapa ketika serta diselubungi rasa  terKedu, terDiam, terPaku...dan mcm2 ter lg la....didlm masa yg sama cJukiStep don't get it but her face rili showed dat she know sumting was wrong in Love calculation.

Then c Madu pun bersuara, " Po, lain macam juga skill u kira tu, sure bh 1kepala just need to pay RM10? Coz da room is RM90 per night?if 1kepala RM10dan kita hanya ber3....masi kurang RM60 pula tu?? lau 1kepala RM30 baru la ngam.. JukiStep pun agreed with cMadu punya calculation.  Dgn muka bangga tiga2 sahabat ni pun berketawaan la yg x terHingga...

In the end, they decided to get a cab to go back to the hostel. But the story will be the great evidenc dat Love calculation need to get double check by some1 who are good in M-A-T-A-M-A-T-I-K........


P/S : Human error happend every second.....ngeeeeeeeeeeeeee

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Friday, August 6, 2010

510804

" Salam, Selamat Hari Lahir Pa,",  I sent dis wished to my Bapa on his birthday. He was born on Saturday, 4th of August in a small village somewhere in Kudat. He is the only son to my grandparents and therefore he carried lots of responsibilities and also sacrificed along the way.

He told us lots about his hard life before, contohnya my bapa never celebrate his birthday when he was young as both of my grandparents are very poor and can't afford to buy him any gift or bake a cake. Another story dat my Bapa told us is, as he grow up he never get so excited about Hari Raya Celebration. He said, pagi raya orang akan pakai baju baru, went to rumah saudara...makan itu ...ini, tapi Bapa I akan pulang ke rumah selepas sembahyang Raya n tukar baju dan akan terus pergi ke laut mencari ketam,ikan dll. Bapa bilang time raya teda pa yg boleh buat dia stop dr berkerja. Kawan2 bapa masa kecil selalu ketawakan bapa coz, hari raya orng seharusnya duduk dirumah atau ziarah kaum keluarga. But my bapa pula p laut n cari ketam. 

Masa I kecil pun bapa jarang ada dirumah time raya celebration, so either my siblings n my mum beraya d Kudat without him or we go back to Papar to celebrate it with my mama side of family. Some people will be reluctant if they have to spend the Hari Raya far away from their family. But my bapa said "kalau semua mau p beraya sapa mau keja?"

My Bapa hard time as he grow up rili inspire me to do da best for my future. I'm so lucky to have him as my Bapa as he already give the best as I grow up. So for me it's not the matter of celebration for his birthday will make him happy n proud. To obey and follow his advice will be something dat can make him happy.

"Terima Kashi, Bapa cuma mohon kamu semua jadi Anak kebanggaan Bapa, dan belajarla bersungguh2." ...My Bapa reply my wished for him....



The greatest gift I ever had
Came from Allah, and I call him Bapa!
Have a really Happy Birthday,

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Thursday, August 5, 2010

A Picture Can Say Thousand Words



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Lost Without You






I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby

Tell me how you love me more
And how you think I'm sexy baby
But you don't want nobody else
You don't want this guy
You don't want that guy
You wanna touch yourself when you see me
Tell me how you love my body
And how I make you feel baby
You wanna roll with me
You wanna to hold with me
You wanna stay warm and get out of the cold with me
I just love to hear you say it
It makes a man feel good baby
Tell me you depend on me
I need to here it

I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby

Baby your the perfect shape
Baby your the perfect weight
Treat me like my birthday
I want it this way
I want it that way
I want it
Tell me you don't want me to stop
Tell me it would break your heart
But you love me and all my dirty
You wanna roll with me
You wanna to hold with me
You want to make fires and get Norwegian wood with me
I just love to hear you say it
It makes a man feel good baby

I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby

Cause you will tell me every morning
oooohhh alright baby
ooooh yeah
oh baby
oh darlin
all right right

I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby


by, Robin Thicke

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Monday, August 2, 2010

Seriously...the face just said IT

True Story......ni a




Ok, the four of them are very closed to each other. So most of the time, mimang akan nampak mereka sekali la. So one day mereka ni pun decided to spend 2hours at the library to discussed about group assignments. Tetapi mungkin kerana keterbukaan yg ada pada seorang rakan dia dgn yakinnya bersuara dan menyatakan kepada c lelaki ni" X, sebenarnya c Bunga ni ada hati sama u,". Usually for any parties who heard dis will be a bit shy la kan, but it just happened dat all of them are laughing . Then the lady who started all dis rili felt guilty and asked c Bunga 2 forgive her coz told da guy about it.

Again the four of them are laughing, but one thing dat X said dat show to the other 3 dat, he so TERKEJUT and dat rili showed on his face bah. But seriously his face already show what in his heart, for a while he rili don't know what 2 say....ala bulih nampak la bh dgn clear pa yg hati c X mau sakap 2...but he malu2....Ketawa pun susah mau kawal o dat time as all of them rili don't know how to take the situation.





Then before the group leave, the lady who started all dis talked to both X and Bunga with the hoped dat they will laugh and forget about it when ever it cross their mind.

But the point dat I can stress out is dat, just laugh when sum1 come to your face and said sumthing dat YOU yourself dun have da answer or not ready to say it. Even worse,if dat person only gave you 15 minutes to say YES....again, u just need to laugh. In dis case "X" failed to say anything but the gurls manage to read his FACE. Before the group discussion end X said.................. " it's not dat I rejected her..."



...oWWWww, meaning ada harapan la juga c Bunga ni.... Why cX refused to tell his feeling? Maybe becoz c bunga ni udah ada bf and he tak nak la kacau2 gf org.



 I sokong dgn org pertama yg mentioned about Bunga's feeling 4 X. Realize it or not she had help Bunga for her first step although X x say anything.  *_*

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